I've found myself speechless.
Don’t recall ever posting this, had it published.
It’s quite a strange feeling, a feeling of love?
It’s my heart fluttering, rising above.
This cavernous hole, sucking me down-
In this river of tears, I’m certain to drown.
You must be blind, why can’t you see
The darkness, the pain I hold inside me?
This cataclysmic storm will deal me grief
Of my existence, my life will be brief.
Please take the time to look inside
The screaming silence is the love I hide.
But why should you care?
This love you don’t share.
The days, years, principals of time,
A forbidden love, an unholy crime…
For anything I could do
If it meant something to you.
If only I could find the strength to say
“I love you,”
But maybe tomorrow, another day.
I pray on that fateful date,
I wasn’t too wrong, I’m not too late.
Hello San Francisco, There’s no limit to the places that I can go.
I left home for here to escape those fragile winter snows, that froze the fields in their rows and rows.
I left home for here to leave you there because here is where you would never dare to go.
You know what you have done and that’s why I was forced to run because I saw you in the mirror holding the ever-smoking gun.
It’s too late, you’re too late. I’ll leave you here to your own demise and selfish fate.
And so Hello San Francisco, there’s no limit to the places I can go.
My, my, wise guy-You’re looking rather glum.
My, my, wise guy-That’s a good look for you.
Without capacity to care; I wonder how you’ll fare.
Ripped apart, torn to shreds; Each little piece in each little bed.
It’s easy to care too much, for this is the plague of humans such,
As we love when isn’t needed, and always when it isn’t heeded.
Long ago you said hello, And I thought you to be a pretty kind fellow.
Mistakes were meant to be made, they say.
Well never more wrong was I than on that day.
Learn from our errors, fight through our terrors
And one day we’ll make it through the end.
